I am so grateful to still be able to swim, spin, lift weights and walk! So don't get me wrong I am so very thankful that I still have a capable body that is just temporarily having to slow down to take care of this little business called creating a life! :-) But it is ok to miss my triathlon life and it makes me appreciate it more and more each day. With triathlon season kicking off I'm getting daily reminders of what I would normally be doing at this time of year and what I took for granted for so many years. As I drive home and see cyclist heading up a hill that I use to train on regularly, as I get emails reminding me of fast approaching registration deadlines, as I see friends posting race pics and reports, I smile and relive some of my favorite triathlon moments.
I'm finally reaching that awkward stage where the belly is just starting to get in the way of things. It's starting to get harder to bend over to pick something up or to stretch. As I try to get up from the recliner I bob back and forth a few times before I can get the momentum to push the legs down. When I run my shins feel the strain of my extra weight and I'm only running about 1 mile comfortably after that it's a constant
battle balance of when I should give in and walk the rest. I bemoaned to hubs the other day that he's gonna just have to start rolling me everywhere. But then I think of the women who have had to be bed ridden due to complications, or those who could never do a triathlon. It takes me back to what initially made me not only decide that I could accomplish an Ironman finish but made me feel like I had an obligation to do an Ironman. Because I can!!! Watching story after story of people who had obstacles in their way or were told they couldn't do an Ironman and still found a way to get there. Some of those stories ended in heartbreak and were cut short at the swim or bike cutoff. So I thought what is there to question, I can therefore I will!
While I sit here and yearn for my triathlon days to come back I also know there were days I didn't want to drag myself out of bed for that early morning run or there were races as I drug my equipment to transition with a ball of nerves in my stomach I thought why do I do this to myself. But I want to capture these moments of want of desire to remind me when I am able again that not only will I go back and do a triathlon but I will choose to make the most of each workout, each rest day, and each race. Now I will have someone new to pass along all the lessons that triathlon has taught me and even if the little guy doesn't choose to follow in the triathlon footsteps of his mom he will know what it is like to be part of a great community of strong people with a will and desire to overcome anything!
Swim because you can,
Ride because you can,
Run because you can,
TRI even when you think you can't!


