Those of you who happen to know me know that I am training
for my 2nd Ironman. The first
one I did was back in 2008 and was an awesome, even if at times tiring experience.
It was so rewarding to have that sense
of accomplishment and it made me certain that from that point on I could handle
anything that life decided to hand me. I
also said to myself “been there done that!” thinking I’d never do another
Ironman again. I have to be honest I had
a little bit of a burnout afterwards and in the two years after I only did a
handful of triathlons and not with much thought or feeling behind them. Don’t get me wrong I was still working out
but I wasn’t as focused on triathlons.
Then I came back around and refueled my passion.
When my dad came to me one day and said, “I’m doing an
Ironman and you’re doing it with me!” I
didn’t even hesitate to answer ok but we need a plan and we need to build a
base and get back into shape! I went
into instant planning mode. Some time passed and I hadn’t heard much about it from him so I assumed
the moment had passed. Then I heard from
him in November and he said we’re both volunteering as photographers for IM
AZ. Oh crap! He was being serious! So then we signed up the day after! I thought how the heck did I get myself into
this again?!?
This time around as I’m training I’ve noticed a few things
have been a little different with my training:
1. Recovery – I’ve noticed the workouts themselves are still
hard and still feel like work, but the time it takes me to recover from these
workouts is a lot quicker than it was the 1st time around. My body is used to the stress of these
distances. I don’t necessarily fall
asleep for 5 hours after a long run or ride on the weekends.
2. Mental Toughness – The 1st time around I had
to work on being able to run for hours on end by myself and be ok with who am
and with the fact that I was slow etc. etc.
I remember I would even take phone calls on my cell to pass the time
while running or took a camera to stop and take pictures along the way. This time around I can
more readily take myself out of my head and doubts and just concentrate on
getting it done not on coming up with excuses.
I’ve come to terms with what kind of athlete I am and I’m proud of
it!
3. Doing this for someone else more than myself – I have
found myself worrying about my dad and maybe harassing him from time to
time. :-) Have you done your long run yet? What are your miles up to? What do you mean you aren’t following the
training plan? What do you mean you just
do what you feel like doing? I’m going
to be real honest here he has almost given me a heart attack a few times. I think I’m training more out of nervousness
for his training. He of course is
relaxed and confident and that kills me even more! :-) It’s an odd feeling thinking not only do I
want to finish this thing but I want to be prepared enough that I can support
him during this experience. It is more
important to me that he finishes than any of my goals.
4. I’m married – Wow
being married and having your husband come back from deployment right in the
middle of your peak training is hard!
There is a lot of guilt associated with this. I feel like I’m always in a hurry to get
home. My mom teases me and asks if he’s
filed for divorce yet. But I figure if I
could handle being alone during his deployment he can handle being alone on
some weeknights and weekends right? It’s
also harder when I’m so tired from work and my workouts but I feel obligated to
still cook and clean and walk the dog. Yes,
these are all feelings I put on myself but they are still there. Maybe my mental toughness training should be redirected
huh?
5. Fears – I know this is crazy but I have had nightmares
about this. What if my finish the first
time was just a fluke? I mean I cut it
pretty close 16:24 what if I don’t finish does it erase my first
accomplishment? Also I’ve always had issues
with getting dizzy but lately I’ve noticed it’s getting worse. Now I get dizzy from my long bike rides and
if I come to a stop light towards the end of a ride I struggle to stand up
without feeling like I’m going to fall.
I’m also worried about this for the swim. During my last open water swim this season I
got so dizzy I had to fight nausea! Anyone
have any suggestions on how to handle dizziness?
6. Spectators – There will be a lot more people there to
spectate and cheer for us which should make me happy but it’s making me really nervous!
I could write a whole post on this but won’t go into detail right now.
7. Goals – Should I
set goals? My first time around I said I
just want to finish. Now I’m feeling
should I set a time goal? Maybe to finish 1 hour faster? I could accomplish that by just not taking 20
minutes during transitions!!!
8. Course – I know
the course YAY! I know the course Oh Oh! :-)
Happy Training!


















